SSA Dr. Spencer Reid (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
youfeelluckypunk) wrote2016-08-21 06:29 pm
youfeelluckypunk) wrote2016-08-21 06:29 pm
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Reid is nervous.
He's been trying not to be, Luke had even sent him off from home with a sweet kiss and reassurance that this meeting Reid has set up with Alec can only go well but even so, he's nervous. This isn't familiar territory to him, asking a question like this one he has in mind, Reid's never done this before so he has no comparison, no prior experience to draw from that might help relax him. He sits in a corner booth in the diner just a couple blocks from the store, one of the better ones he's eaten at in Darrow so far, his foot tapping on the ground as he fiddles with the Graymark family ring.
That, at least, manages to calm him a bit. Every few seconds, he looks down at it and thinks about how easy it's been to fall into planning the wedding. There's never been a moment of doubt in his mind that Luke is the one for him, even from that first time they'd kissed. It's why he'd wanted to make it so clear that he was looking for a lasting relationship, not a one-night stand or something at all casual. He's been in love with Luke for longer than they've been together, though he'd refused to admit it to himself then. Now, come this winter, he'll be pledging to love Luke for the rest of his life.
What he wants to see Alec for today is to ask him to share that moment. Reid wants Alec to be his best man, to stand at his side when he and Luke exchange their vows, and he hopes Alec will agree. So he's nervous, because he doesn't know how to go about doing this, but he wills himself to relax. Alec is family, there shouldn't be any reason to worry, and frankly, Reid's just happy that he finally gets to share in the joy of having gotten engaged in the first place.
He's been trying not to be, Luke had even sent him off from home with a sweet kiss and reassurance that this meeting Reid has set up with Alec can only go well but even so, he's nervous. This isn't familiar territory to him, asking a question like this one he has in mind, Reid's never done this before so he has no comparison, no prior experience to draw from that might help relax him. He sits in a corner booth in the diner just a couple blocks from the store, one of the better ones he's eaten at in Darrow so far, his foot tapping on the ground as he fiddles with the Graymark family ring.
That, at least, manages to calm him a bit. Every few seconds, he looks down at it and thinks about how easy it's been to fall into planning the wedding. There's never been a moment of doubt in his mind that Luke is the one for him, even from that first time they'd kissed. It's why he'd wanted to make it so clear that he was looking for a lasting relationship, not a one-night stand or something at all casual. He's been in love with Luke for longer than they've been together, though he'd refused to admit it to himself then. Now, come this winter, he'll be pledging to love Luke for the rest of his life.
What he wants to see Alec for today is to ask him to share that moment. Reid wants Alec to be his best man, to stand at his side when he and Luke exchange their vows, and he hopes Alec will agree. So he's nervous, because he doesn't know how to go about doing this, but he wills himself to relax. Alec is family, there shouldn't be any reason to worry, and frankly, Reid's just happy that he finally gets to share in the joy of having gotten engaged in the first place.