For weeks, he's been thinking about the best way to bring up to Luke one of the most important things about their future they'll ever discuss. For weeks, he's fretted to himself about whether it might be too soon or too intense to talk to Luke about what their individual goals are regarding their relationships, though it's silly to worry when they've never had a problem communicating before. Even with the sexual aspects of their relationship, they've taken every possible measure to make sure they're both comfortable with what they're doing, to take the time to be absolutely certain they're both enjoying their times of intimacy, and even with his cock engulfed by the heat of Luke's mouth, Reid very nearly lets out a bellowing laugh at the fact that he'd even briefly been afraid it might be awkward to talk to his boyfriend about their future at all.
There's nobody he trusts more than this man, nobody he's ever been more open with about everything in his life. There's nothing to hide, nothing he wants to hide, no dark secrets he wants to keep because if there's one person in the world he'd want to share absolutely everything with, it's Luke. They'd both laid their cards out on the table fairly early on, even before they'd admitted their feelings for each other, and Reid isn't sure he'd be willing to do that with anyone else. Honesty had been important among his team, yes; but he'd spent so much time trying to hide his own struggles, trying to prove that just because he was the youngest didn't mean he needed to be coddled, trying to make it clear that he could be strong, too.
He's made mistakes, he knows this, and he knows not everyone would be able to share the same space with a man who could one day fall back on an old habit that could be legitimately life-altering, but Luke can. Luke wants to be the one by Reid's side, a constantly supportive presence who bring Reid so much more peace than he ever could have thought possible. His boyfriend hadn't run, even after all the things Reid had told him, but Reid hadn't run either. They do this for each other, trust and love and believe in each other for things other people have turned them away for, and it fills Reid's heart with the purest form of joy he's ever experienced because this, this is what it's like to be genuinely happy. To be loved and cherished and accepted. He can't recall a time he's ever felt more alive than he does with Luke.
"You're well on your way to your goal," he murmurs, gasping when Luke gently cups his balls, a thrill shooting through what feels like every last nerve ending in his body, and he curls one hand into a fist at his side as he fights to maintain some semblance of control. As badly as he wants to come right now, he also wants this to last as long as he can allow it. It's morning, his mind is still a bit hazy, and he hadn't exactly prepared for Luke to make him feel as utterly incredible as he does right now, but Reid thinks he can manage a little longer before letting go. They have some time before breakfast arrives, maybe even enough that after he comes, he can push Luke on his back and ride his boyfriend until they've both orgasmed this morning, but even just thinking of that makes him accidentally thrust into Luke's mouth.
"Luke." The name barely leaves his mouth, more a rasp of breath than anything else as Luke starts to suck, hands working in all the right places while Reid tries to anchor himself by threading his fingers back through Luke's hair. With every pump of Luke's fist, every soft squeeze of his balls, every swipe of that skillful tongue, Reid tugs at those curls, utterly desperate for more just like he always is when it comes to Luke. All his boyfriend has to do is look at him, that's all it takes, and Reid is helpless, incapable of resisting whatever whim may come over him. Luke never takes advantage of that, of course, at least not in a malicious way, but that's just another reason why they work so well together on every level. The trust between them is unrivaled, incomparable, and Reid can't help the grin that spreads across his face as he carefully thrusts into Luke's mouth again, this time on purpose.
"Perfect," he groans, "this is perfect, god, that feels incredible, I'm already so close. Make me come, please."
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There's nobody he trusts more than this man, nobody he's ever been more open with about everything in his life. There's nothing to hide, nothing he wants to hide, no dark secrets he wants to keep because if there's one person in the world he'd want to share absolutely everything with, it's Luke. They'd both laid their cards out on the table fairly early on, even before they'd admitted their feelings for each other, and Reid isn't sure he'd be willing to do that with anyone else. Honesty had been important among his team, yes; but he'd spent so much time trying to hide his own struggles, trying to prove that just because he was the youngest didn't mean he needed to be coddled, trying to make it clear that he could be strong, too.
He's made mistakes, he knows this, and he knows not everyone would be able to share the same space with a man who could one day fall back on an old habit that could be legitimately life-altering, but Luke can. Luke wants to be the one by Reid's side, a constantly supportive presence who bring Reid so much more peace than he ever could have thought possible. His boyfriend hadn't run, even after all the things Reid had told him, but Reid hadn't run either. They do this for each other, trust and love and believe in each other for things other people have turned them away for, and it fills Reid's heart with the purest form of joy he's ever experienced because this, this is what it's like to be genuinely happy. To be loved and cherished and accepted. He can't recall a time he's ever felt more alive than he does with Luke.
"You're well on your way to your goal," he murmurs, gasping when Luke gently cups his balls, a thrill shooting through what feels like every last nerve ending in his body, and he curls one hand into a fist at his side as he fights to maintain some semblance of control. As badly as he wants to come right now, he also wants this to last as long as he can allow it. It's morning, his mind is still a bit hazy, and he hadn't exactly prepared for Luke to make him feel as utterly incredible as he does right now, but Reid thinks he can manage a little longer before letting go. They have some time before breakfast arrives, maybe even enough that after he comes, he can push Luke on his back and ride his boyfriend until they've both orgasmed this morning, but even just thinking of that makes him accidentally thrust into Luke's mouth.
"Luke." The name barely leaves his mouth, more a rasp of breath than anything else as Luke starts to suck, hands working in all the right places while Reid tries to anchor himself by threading his fingers back through Luke's hair. With every pump of Luke's fist, every soft squeeze of his balls, every swipe of that skillful tongue, Reid tugs at those curls, utterly desperate for more just like he always is when it comes to Luke. All his boyfriend has to do is look at him, that's all it takes, and Reid is helpless, incapable of resisting whatever whim may come over him. Luke never takes advantage of that, of course, at least not in a malicious way, but that's just another reason why they work so well together on every level. The trust between them is unrivaled, incomparable, and Reid can't help the grin that spreads across his face as he carefully thrusts into Luke's mouth again, this time on purpose.
"Perfect," he groans, "this is perfect, god, that feels incredible, I'm already so close. Make me come, please."